Decisions,...... Decisions......

Wow, with the madness of April 1st finished, I'd never thought I'd be in such a position. Coming into this process, I guess my mindset was aim high, expect low. Now at the end of 12 years of working, hoping, and dreaming I'm facing, not to be overly melodramatic, a decision of a lifetime.

Where to go? What to do? These two questions will probably define my April. But without a doubt, I am looking forward to answering them.

The Season (Really)

So after playing every school within driving distance ending in the name "ville." We finally started region today!! Seriously I'd almost forgotten what region stuff meant: seeding for the tournament, beating brighton, alta, etc.

But really its just good to be back playing tennis after taking the winter off.

Likely

The phrase I believe is "retrospect is 20/20."

And for me I suppose a sense of vindication is creeping in. Pursuing my dreams for me always involve pursuing my interests from science to history and beyond.

With this I guess the phrase I always use is "perspective of past, present, and future." And now in the future I'm reflecting on the past. Maybe it's a symptom of the closing of the high school adventure. And in one word it is nostalgia.

There are moments where I want to drag myself back in time and relive the last 12 years. But then I realize that that would mean reliving the last 12 years. And honestly I think the first time around is unique in that everything is new. Going back I realize would not create as amazing of an experience, truly the last 12 years has been well literally once in a lifetime.